I love you to the moon

One month with you (but technically two ;])

And I’m completely taken by surprise

I can tell how much you care and much I mean to you

Just by the look in your eyes

Whenever you kiss me

And we both breathe in

I melt inside

I fall for you all over again

When I’m without you boy

I can barely stand it

But being with you is more than worth it

So I’m glad we chanced it

When I’m in your arms

My whole world’s right, nothing can go wrong

All I ever want to do is hold you tight

Because you’re right where I belong

And in this short amount of time we have been through a lot

But I’ve never even thought of leaving your side

I will be the one to always hold your hand

Through every storm and bumpy ride

No matter how hard things may get

We can’t ever change

Only grow together

Learn to dance in the rain

We won’t ever discourage

Or overuse “I love you”

We won’t take each other for granted

And we’ll lift each other in all that we do

I intend to keep you dear

 You’re my big spoon

“I love you” has got to mean something

So I love you to the moon

-Kate Gill

It all comes down to you

I wake up in the morning
Sun shining on my face
Thoughts of you fill my head
And my heart begins to race

You're consuming my mind
And you're consuming my heart
When you take me by the hand
I never want to part

You gave me inspiration
When I had lost my drive to write
When I lost hope in the darkness
You brought me back to light

Like a first breath of life
Was our first kiss
And I knew in that moment
That I was made for this

Like a light in the blackness
You put the sun to shame
You send shivers down my neck
When you whisper my name

You give me a high
I never want to come down
Take me by the hand
I'm thinkin' I want to keep you around

I want to learn with you
What forever feels like
If being selfish is wrong
I don't want to be right

Like a pouring rain
You calm my nerves
Keep my head in the clouds
So much more than I deserve

And as my head hits my pillow
Before I go to sleep
Thoughts of you still fill my mind
Forever my all is yours to keep

Wack Inhabitant

These flowers sit here
And lie in this vase
They are almost as pretty
As Katelyn Gill's face

I am afraid
Of heights and the dark
I'd rather go play
All day in the park

I have a date
With a waffle house broad
But it probably won't happen
Cause that girl is a fraud

Hey Apple, hey Apple!
What Orange?!
Traci sucks

:)

-Kate Gill, Mack Inabinette, and Traci Bramlett

Baby hold on

When I thought I had nothing left to give
You picked up the pieces of my heart
Put them back together
Gave love for me a new start

You've given me feelings
I could never ignore
Torn down every wall
And have me begging for more

And as we're growing together
Living and loving more everyday
We've learned that life throws us curves
And that the best to do is pray

We've got to be optimistic
Just to keep from drowning
Wear a smile on your face
When you should be frowning

If we can make it through this
We can make it through anything
And I'll never leave your side
Cause this, you are my blessing

So no matter how bumpy
The road may get
I am now and forever yours
Have been from the first day we met

So baby hold on
Just a little bit longer
Because this right here
Is gonna make us stronger

I'll be for you

I'll be your world
Cause I'm in it for you
Nothing can tear us apart
No we'll never be through

Yeah you got me
You have nothing to fear
You won't lose me
I'm right here

And I'll stand by you
I'll be your light in the darkness
I will shine for you
Nothing's strong enough to part this

I'll hold your hand
I'll guide you through
I'll be right here
For you to turn to

I'm homesick for you
So come bring me home
And I need you
You can't do this on your own

I'll be strong for you
Just don't let me go
I'll be everything you need
I care more than you know

I'll be your shoulder
I'll be your hand
When you're all alone
I'm your best friend

So know I'm here
When you don't know what to do
Just hold my heart
And I'll be for you

Take my heart, but please don't break it

As I sit with my pen
And your face fills my mind
I think you're the first man I saw,
Before you I was blind

I've got your smile on my brain
Your eyes are piercing my heart
Boy you really had me wrapped around your finger
From the very start

I can't explain
What it is you've done to me
But if you promise not to break my heart
I'll leave with you the key

Your soft lips on mine
our fingers intertwined
It's amazing how perfect
Your body fits against mine

The sound of your heart
As I lie on your chest
There is no better place
For my head to rest

You make me feel warm
And you brighten my day
Now that I have you in my life
I pray you never go away

I don't think you know
How I feel about you
You're someone I see
Giving my whole heart to

You bring me joy
Beyond the wildest measures
And if you asked if you could keep me
My reply would be: forever

-Kate Gill

Life Lessons 101 (words I like given to me my senior year by the wonderful Mrs. Heffner)

Life Lessons 101

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you want you have in life, but whom you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you can control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that sometimes when i'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

A sweet poem my Jaclyn Simmons wrote for me :)

We made a promise to be friends forever
And to this day we are still together

Ever since the third grade spelling bee
You have gone everywhere and done everything always with me

We have been through a lot these past 8 years
Lots of laughs, smiles, and a few tears

These nest few years are going to be tough
Just remember you always have me when things get rough

Things might be moving on very fast
I will never forget the amazing memories from our past

I love you now and I will love you forever
You are my best friend now and forever

Why?

The hurt in the family
Will one day start to fade
Never be fully gone
Never be the same

Why did he leave us?
Leave us this way?
He left us by choice
Without warning or say

Hard times aren't coming
Hard times are here
Cherish your family
Always hold them near

He was a good man
With love in his heart
We knew he was hurting
But didn't think it'd tear us apart

Why did this happen?
What's the reason for this?
He needs to be here...
His presence will be missed

How could he do this?
Especially to her?
Now everythings a blur

The tears will keep coming
A big mistake was made
We can't bring him back
So we pray the pain will fade

-Kate Gill

Where'd you go

We made a promise
To be friends forever
Now you are leaving
Because you think it's for the better
Let me tell you something
You could end up on your own
And when you finally decide to call
I just might not pick up the phone
You suddenly meet a guy
And now I am nothing to you
You choose the boy of few months
After all we've been through?
You've become the girl
We used to laugh at and hate
If you really think it's love
Let him prove it
Love can wait
I don't understand
What did I do wrong?
It seems like forever
You haven't spoken to me in so long
We used to scream Bon Jovi
While riding in my car
Now it seems to me
You've forgotten what best friends are?
Hello my name is Katelyn
We were best friends for a while
But maybe you've forgotten??
How to pick up a phone and dial!
After you read this
I don't want a call
It doesn't matter anymore
I don't want your time at all
You have made your point
I can take a hint
I am not important
And I don't know where my best friend went

-Kate Gill

Breathless for You, Whoever You Are

I close my eyes
And I see your face
I long only for your embrace
You make me cry
Tears of joy
Because I am the luckiest girl
With the most amazing boy
For once in my life
I feel good about me
And when I look in your eyes
I wish you saw what I see
There's an ease in your eyes
And a warmth in your heart
There is nothing in the world
That can tear us apart
That smile on your face
Or the touch of your hand
Makes me feel weak in the knees
You make it so hard to stand
When your lips touch my mouth
You take my breath away
It gets harder to speak
I'm left with no words to say
You make everyday i'm living
Now seem worthwhile
And you never fail
To make me laugh or smile
I honestly don't know
What I would do without you
You're the best thing to happen
To me and that's true
The first time I looked into your eyes
That's when I knew..
I wanted to spend the rest of my life
With you

-Kate Gill

When his face turns red, I don't know him anymore

Screaming and fighting
Things slung in my face
Memories and feelings
I can never erase

The people that love me
Make me feel so low
Leave me feeling like nothing
Wishing I could go

We seem so happy
From the outside in
But if you heard the words, saw the tears
You'd surely think again

My cheeks stained black
And my eyes blood red
He doesn't understand the pain
Of the words that he had said

Control yourself
Before you "control your kid"
I feel is something
He never did

His rage and anger
Leave me scared
My feelings in that moment?
He never cared

And does she try to stop it?
No, she pushes it on
I fear as well
She too, wants me gone

Home "sweet" home
Such an oxymoron
One day I'll be successful
So I can soar on

I Love You Mom (Another old mothers day poem I found :])

I love you mom
You're my parent and my friend
I love you mom
My broken hearts you always mend

I love you mom
You hold me when I cry
I love you mom
More than any stupid guy

I love you mom
Your hands the best to hold
I love you mom
I'll take care of you when you're old

I love you mom
And our shopping trips
I love you mom
Even when we fight like bloods and crips

I love you mom
from beginning to end
I love you mom
You are my best friend

-Kate Gill

My Special Mom (an old poem I wrote for my momz for mothers day :])

You're so special in every way
I'd like to be with you everyday
I don't know what i'd be without you
Nothing to say
Nothing to do
If you'd die, I would cry
later on I'd scream out why
You're that big, bright astonish
I'll love you forever, yes.. I promise
You're the thing
That carries me through
You're my mom
And I love you!

-Kate Gill

Acceptance

I used to feeel all left out
Nothing to do
All was in doubt
Over the years
I shed more tears
Never learned
To overcome my fears
..Something changed
Over me
Now I realize
Now I see
That i'm different,
But i'm still me

-Kate Gill

March 29, 2006

Seeing you there...
Wanting to stare,
But I look away
Because i'm scared to think of  what your friends might say
Looking into your trusting eyes
And deep inside
Filling up with many sighs
It's bringing me pain...
My heart dies
Something I want...
Something i can't get
A dream in my head,
A goal never met
I'm giving up now
I'm growing tired
I know I'll never be the one desired
I'm nervous to know what you think of me
I'm wondering if it's just my looks you really see
I'm loving your smile,
Your personality
I like everything about you
But I don't know why
And it's better when I talk to you,
Not with any other guy
Is this a dream or a bad nightmare
Do you truly, really care
Should I stay awake or fall asleep
Because when I sleep,...
I have you...
Just for me to keep

-Kate Gill

Anyone can say I love you

anyone can say i love you
you can say it all you want
i only care what you do
i don't care what you talk
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
i don't want to be alone
do you ever feel guilty?
do you want to be on your own?
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
honestly do you care?
I want a little romance
sometimes i feel you're just not there
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
mean it fully from the heart
I want you to work harder
we need a fresh start
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
where'd my sweetheart go?
I miss the old us
now what do you have to show?
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
you say it mostly when i'm mad
I want it just because
but i'm left sitting sad
anyone can say i love you

anyone can say i love you
all the time you should tell me
random teusday afternoons
I should be the one you want to see
anyone can say i love you
I love you more than anything
I want you all the time
my happiness you bring

I love you but anyone can say i love you
you can say it all you want
I only care what you do
I don't care what you talk

-Kate Gill♡

unknown

Your apologies mean nothing
And your words they don't mean shit
Those are the words that he had said
Those are the words she won't forget
So the girl at the open window
Left her life pinned on the floor
She shut the open frame
And went for the open door
What she only thought
And what she only knew
Was she left her only world In that tiny little room
She has the only lock
But she gave away two keys
She doesn't know what's going to happen
And it's left her at her knees
It's been a good while
And it all still breaks her heart
She wants a new beginning
She needs a fresh start
The pain has yet to leave her
And she's frustrated as to why
Why is it when you want to love another
You have to tell the other bye
She doesn't understand
She wants to know what's going on
She thought she had the choice
But it's up to them how the pictures drawn
The outcome is unknown
And she doesn't know the ending
Her future is a blur
But her broken heart is mending
He said this wasn't right
He said that I was wrong
It's something that I fight
He said it's to him that I belong
But your apologies mean nothing
And your words they don't mean shit
Were the wordsthat he had said
And the words she'll never forget

-Kate Gill ♡

Wonder

Sometimes I wonder if I were dying would you care.
If I were on life's edge
Would you be there.
Wonder do you think of me
Like I do of you.
Wonder what would've happened
If I hadn't found someone new.
Wonder if you're happy now
That I've gone away.
Wonder if you feel relief
And if you saw me what'd you'd say.
Wonder what you're thinking about
This very moment now.
Wonder if I see you in the future
Look back to myself and think "wow".
Wonder if you'll do the same
And be glad it wasn't me.

-Kate Gill ♡

Unnamed

You put on a face
But I know that you hurt.
I know it's a pain I can never reverse.
I hate all this damage I hate how you feel.
I am hoping that one day Your heart will fully heal.
You'll always carry a piece of me
A piece of me no one else will ever see.
You were my first
And sorry not my last
Maybe one day we can put this in the past.
I'll think of you always
You're forever in my heart.
Never forget me
Even if we've grown apart.
Live out your life
And never look back.
Always be happy
And let me fade to black.

-Kate Gill ♡

Numb

I'm empty now
because of you
i'm dying now
i know we're through
i'm crying now
you don't want me
i'm in pain now
i can't see
i'm burning now
i can't see your eyes
my stomach hurts
i miss my butterflies
i have no heart now
i gave it all to you
i'm shaking now
i don't want someone new
i can't breathe now
i have no reason to
i'm all alone now
i don't know what to do
i'm empty now
because of me
no one wants me
just let me be

-Kate Gill ♡

Just Let

Let me live
And let me learn
Let it hurt
And let it burn
Let me breathe
And let me cry
Let it fade
And let us die
Let me dream
And let me know
Let me reap
And let me sow
Let you smile
And let me think
Letme go
And let me sink

-Kate Gill ♡

Ghost From My Past

When you kiss my lips
Can you feel the pain
I've had my fair share
Of both sunshine and rain

Why do I miss you
Why can't I sleep at night
Why do I sit here
With myself and fight

I'm wounded
I'm scarred
I'm severly fragile
I'm barred

I can only blame myself
I never let myself out
I made myself go crazy
Filled my head with such doubt

I break my heart daily
I run from it all
Then I tear myself apart
And watch myself fall

You're a ghost from my past
And now you're hauntin' me
Sometimes I cry so much
I can't see my own reflection in front of me

Now I'm on the ground
I'm down on my knees
Askin', beggin' God
To save me please

Not from you
But from myself
Its plain to see that
I need some help

I'm not over you
And I'm not sure that I wanna be
See I've gone crazy
Don't know what I'm expectin' of you and me

When I walked out that door
Why weren't you runnin' after me
Where were you
I had no clue, didn't even know where I was runnin' to

I ran till I fell on my face
I've never felt so alone
I still aint got up
I sit here clutched to my phone

But you're a ghost from my past
And now you won't go away
But like I said, I've gone crazy
As I push I'm still begging you to stay

-Kate Gill ♡