Lets talk about the nonsense that isn't nonsense

Love.
I tried my best to do away with it completely.
But.
He just wouldn't let me.

Needless to say, I had the most incredible and eventful summer of my life.
And it turned out to be the beginning of something I never saw coming.
The beginning of forever? Well I don't know. I'm still quite frightened by those terms, but definitely the beginning of some time.
My best friend is one incredible man.
As scared as I've been, he has put me at ease.
And.. Slowly but surely I "fell for" my very best friend.

And as for now, I am slowly but surely putting away the anger that arose in allowing myself to feel again. To let in again. To allow someone to scale the walls I built so high and hold me close whispering words I've always been afraid to believe again.
I don't know what's to become of this, but as much as I dislike being wrong.. I hope he is proving me wrong with everyday we face together.
I've put a lot on the line. And it has to work. Why? Because he is my best friend. And I can't lose that.
Everyday he's making me better. I cherish and adore him more than most things in this life. I cannot thank God enough for blessing me with as much as He has. I am forever grateful.