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Saturday, May 4, 2013

You'll know when (written February)

You'll know when

I know I'm afraid
But I'd rather you stay
Forever, with me
So please don't go away
I'll conquer the fears
Let love conquer all
Walk out of the shadows
Let down every wall
I'll build you a castle
Upon a foundation that's true
I'll do whatever it takes
If it means that I keep you
Winning you over
I don't have to try
I know that you're mine
From now till you die
But to comfort your heart
And to ease your mind
Because I know that you are anxious
With wondering how much time
I need not too long
For I know that I'm for you
Soon enough there'll be no waiting
And then you'll know that.. I do
Fear, it is haunting
But know that He is strong
Love will stop at nothing
Because He knows where I belong

Short and sweet (written last July)

Sometimes I wonder
But then I get sad
So I sit here with you,
Play pretend instead

My imagination says:
I'm yours and you're mine
As reality screams
Don't worry, you'll be fine

I don't want to be blown away
Or swept off my feet
I just want to be here
With you next to me

Sincerely (written last June)


The thoughts in my head have more battles.. than you could ever comprehend.
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I made things so hard.
Let you forget who you are even though you're my best friend.

I just got lost with you, somewhere along the way
Let you fall into temptation
Let you slip right through my hands
Forgive me for that, please say you'll stay

Undeserving and unexpected, I've been blessed by you completely
My intentions weren't for evil
My relationship not counterfeit
I know that I slipped, let the wrong things deceive me

I feel like a terrible person; I will take the blame
If I lost you
I'd be broken
I want our friendship to remain the same

I will never regret.. my sentimental summer spent with you
It is bittersweet
It still brings a smile
I suppose this is just the beginning of something new

The last thing I wish to do is place you underneath such pressure
I want to be a better person
I want to be a better friend
Your company means more to me than that anyone can measure

I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I made things so hard.
Let you forget who you are even though you're my best friend.

I'm not the brightest (also written a while back)

Everyone hurts you at some point. You were just the last I expected.
My ignorance again has won.
I'm just a girl that can't be perfected.

I knew that I would break
Not this soon, but I'll watch you go
So throw your blows, I can take it.
I'm much stronger than you know.

I hate to cry in public
I prefer the solitude
But what I hate even more..
Is saying that it's because of you

Remember our long summer nights?
Yeah, I'm sorry I shared that kiss
Said you'd never screw me over
You weren't supposed to do this

But I can hold my head high
I can walk away too
This will be the only day I cry
No worries, what we never had is through.

The Greatest Goodbye (written a year ago, but forgot to post to the list)

Walking out that door:
Greatest choice I made.
That phone call with you crying?
Well, it made my day.

Oh yes, I see so soon again you're dating
Who you called your biggest mistake
Yeah, you were right about that
But being with you isn't something in which I wish to partake

A round of applause,
Your acting skills are fantastic!
But you should work on your balls,
Even women aren't to be so dramatic.

Too far? I think not.
Your dick's as dumb as was my heart.
I'm pissed at the fact I let you in
& Disgusted by you making girls a sport

One, two, three, bang
The list goes on and on
When you get to the next one,
Please can you tell me what it is you've won?

But I don't think herpes is a prize
Correct me if I'm wrong,
I think you're safe, for from it no one dies

Sorry I'm not sorry
Oooh yes I know I'm mean
That's all right, doesn't hurt my feelings
For at least I know I'm clean

My days are filled with laughter
A joke, yes thanks for being
I used to think you were a gentleman
But little boys can be so deceiving